just popping in to say heyyyy

I don't really have anything to say, I just wanted to pop by to update. Life is good, summer is good. I'm managing an all-star team. 9 and 10 year old girls softball to be exact. it's a fun time and i really enjoy it. other than that, it's been nothing but a bunch of work. i have an apartment to pay for so work is what i gotta continue to do! lol. peaceeeee -nicole

Invisible Children!

For a pessimistic, i'm pretty optimistic...

by Paramore... Just talk yourself up And tear yourself down You've hit your one wall Now find a way around Well what's the problem? You've got a lot of nerve So what did you think I would say? No you can't run away, no you can't run away So what did you think I would say? No you can't run away, no you can't run away You wouldn't I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay I put my faith in you, so much faith And then you just threw it away You threw it away I'm not so naive My sorry eyes can see The way you fight shy Of almost everything Well, if you give up You'll get what you deserve So what did you think I would say? No you can't run away, no you can't run away So what did you think I would say? No you can't run away, no you can't run away You wouldn't I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay I put my faith in you, so much faith And then you just threw it away You threw it away You were finished long before We had even seen the start Why don't you stand up, be a man about it Fight with your bare hands about it now I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay, well did you I put my faith in you, so much faith And then you just threw it away I never wanted to say this You never wanted to stay And I put my faith in you, so much faith And then you just threw it away It hurts that I still love you... a month later. :-(

here's an update...

I thought it was time you got an update. So here we go... For the most part, I've been really unhappy lately. I want things to go back to how they were. Apparently they're not going to. Being single sucks, especially when you're still in love. I'm still going through show withdraw, so i need to go see some live music, maybe it'll make me feel better. until next time, Nicole

hey there!

It's been awhile since I've posted anything, and a very long while since I've posted something good/happy. So, without further adu, I will give you the first post in a long while that has nothing to do with depression: Okay, so first of all, the new semester has been under way for a couple weeks now, and thus far seems to be flying by. The one thing that keeps me going for this semester is knowing that after this semester I'll be halfway done. I'll be halfway done =]. I can't wait to apply for candidacy so I can take actual teaching classes and then student teach. I can't wait! =] In other news, my 20th birthday was yesterday and I couldn't have asked for a better one. It was filled with more fun, love, and joy than I've seen in quite sometime. Also, on a kinda lovey dovey mushy note, I got to see Stephen yesterday and I felt like I fell in love all over again, haha, I'm serious. I loved pretty much every aspect of yesterday. yay! Okay, now onto my last note. I really REALLY need to see a live band... ASAP, I'm going through withdraw. Any ideas? Live in Love, Nicole. <3